i am looking for a m/m romance, it was a sci-fi one and most or all of it took place on a ship. the two guys went through flight/captain/star trekish school together and were always competing against each other to be the best. kind of adversarial but not hateful, and of course hidden feelings etc. this was all back story though, present day the one guy is made captain of a spaceship working with this guy he always was trying to best and they fall in love and all that good stuff. i think there may have been some sort of psychic connection to the ship for the one guy? there was drama and i think some sort of an attack on the ship i think the other ship-mates ended up being put in stasis or something, or on life support systems? and it was just the two guys awake on the ship... the two guys work together and do save the day and i almost think one of them ended up with his consciousness merged to the ship? maybe? i don't really remember the drama terribly clearly.

any help with this one would be much appreciated.